What is it that I say to my children?
Only the boring get bored.
Yet here I am, allowing those grudged words to ricochet
when the world outside is too still and good.
Please just the hint of robust cloud moving over the ridge of western mountains,
something that is strong and self-willed, and can hover over my house for some time.
Let me hear the groan of walls without the shift, the bend of windows without the break.
Find fissures in doors and windows;
run arpeggios up and down stairs.
the wind is a radio that has just turned on,
an alarm clock set to go off at an odd hour.
It startles you upright, into the cold air
from the wearisome warmth of stale sleep.
Sometimes it is static, and sometimes you can make out a song from the opposite side of the house,
the shrill of a stretched-out exhale toward ghosts
who must be everywhere.
Outside, the leaf-barren boughs of trees stretch their arms up and down
like kneading dough. Fingers linger low with a lull and then rise again, pulling.
Nails on windows, dragging them up
I like to see what you are made of.